The future?

Well here i am to post again!!! These few days very bored nothing much happened and everyone's feeling the rush to start preparing for exams. But that aside, two of my friends are in a much more different situation. One just got to know someone whom he likes a bit(?) then i think most probably they getting together. Then another one is more complicated so i use ABC to describe. A - Guy, B - Girl A, C - Girl B. A likes B, C like A then B(?) - A. So my friend is sort of like squash in the middle n dunno whether he should continue to w8 for a response from B or try accepting C.

All that aside, recently i can literally 'feel the love in the air' cuz almost all my friends are sinking into the deep abyss of the thing called 'love'. Due to the unusually high amount of people that had gotten OUT of love compare to INTO love around me, i feel rather discourage to get involve in this kinda thing now... (not that there's any prospective other...) Guess it's much better to invest my time into my studies now than to fuss over these issues (^^)

OMG i forgot to update again...

< Haha when i check the date then i realise i haven posted for a gd whole month... but a lot fo project ah... so sad... i though come poly is enjoy life but feeling like not much diff from JC zzzz. The projects are finally coming to an end and i'm feeling a little lighter on my shoulder. today ah, D told me that if i'm going to piggy back on him some more he's gonna join other group for proj. I was sort of stun cuz i din expect him to say until so tan bai (honest). Not that i piggy back a lot la but i admit he's doing more work compare to me... so a big SORRY here... (hope u read my blog though). The exam's round the corner n i'm very curious how well i can do if i really take time off all my gaming n videoing to study instead. I'll try to change but if anyone in class c me playing around help to remind me about studying cuz i very forgetful ><>

Vacation!!!

OH YEAH! Vacation is finally here... SOOSOSOOSOSOSO happy but hor... Assigments are like one truck load so i think this whole 2 weeks will be busy like hell with all the meetings and individual assigments. Maybe i will give more updates after the vacation when there's lesser projects but then... the exams are nearing too... this is sosooso crap... but i dun mind cuz i like this course! Today i spend some time to read some of my friends' blogs, all is sad things de other than one (ZL). Now i feel that i'm like the one that is least stress among my peers =D but i feel that is more like i bo chup hahahaha XP

A WHOLE bunch of things to update...

WOW !

i finally find time to come into my OWN blog n start updating again... that's so sad

ok so wat's been happening since the kbox

- one of my friend got into a relationship

- go n eat sakae sushi

- the friend got OUT of the relationship cuz of some problems

- went to have vegetarian food (they r quite nice)

- change my cca

- LOTS & LOTS of assignment that's been piling up from some lightyears ago

- super sian n no motivation + ultra no goal... = failure in life T.T

i think thats all that happen in this one month +++ ?

PS. ( i think i need to start saving money cuz the friends' birthdays r all in the later part of the year =P)

Oh! KBOX!

Oh! So fun! Just this wed, i went with my FOC group to kbox. Its a pity not all could turn up for the event but at least 7 made it. ^^ Me n daniel went early to meet them but ended up being too early n had to seat there n stare into the thin air for like 1 hr.... luckily some of them r being released early from class n we get to at least talk to them b4 the others arrive. When all arrived, we head over to kbox at clementi. Every1 a little bit nervous at beginning then dont dare take the mike, kept pushing it around lol. A while later though, every1 was singing le. Except daniel who is walking here n there taking shot of us in the act. After it all, it was around 10+ n one of them was like very nervous cuz she's over her curfew hours lol. Later daniel had to pay for her trip home in a taxi cuz he's the only 1 with any cash left. The rest of us just part n go home but i would want to have another outing soon ^^.

School Reopens !!! ^^

Oh yeah! Sch is finally reopening! So happy that i'll be able to c my friends for the rest of the sem. Some of them had little changes here n there, hair style, hair colour etc. Some remain the same n unchange. It seem as if the whole 2 month holidays r just a glimpse of an eye n its just yesterday that we parted. I decided that i had played n fooled around long enough n i should start working hard. I also joined a new cca which is newly setup in Ngee Ann. Its Air Pistol!!! I always wanted to join it but they just set it up... Hope every1 will work hard n get gd scores for the rest of this acad year!!!

Thoughts again...

Recently i was reading some1's blog n this person A had some problems with another person B. A like B very much but A kept it in her all the time, hoping that B will realise it. But B till the end din realise it or more like B tried to not look at it. After reading it, i feel that if you dun do wat you wan to do now, u will surey regret it later on when you look back. So from now on, i will be myself totally n act like wat i am n not hold back. Not any more.

FOC

Oh yeah! The FOC camp is finally around the corner, its tmr !!! i'm full of anticipation for it, finally get to meet the new batch of year 1's. Also because this holidays is so boring... i think i'm starting to rot. But the camp tmr will surely lift my spirits. Only thing is there's no overnight stay... so sad :/

Thoughts

This holiday gave me some time to think through alot of things. Some r mroe important while others r not so. I thought of keeping my hair but it just wun grow any longer now... I thought that maybe its time i start getting a little more serious about my studies instead of fooling around with things that do not reap results. i read a book on my chinese horoscope n it says that this year is a bad year to start a relationship so i think i should not look foward to anything in that region until next year. (well, its not like any 1 will fall for me... lol) then lastly, i should post more often !!! no la, i should try to feel more confident about myself, as i always have thought of myself as 'not good enough' n such... but no more!!! ya n althoght its a little early but happy april fools day ~^^~

hohoho, so long never post le so...

LOL it's been a veryyyyyyyyy long time since i posted, i even thought that i may not be posting anymore cuz i thought that no 1 will be reading them anyway. So i'm going to talk about alllll the things that happen this whole holiday. well, this holiday had been quite bored for me, cuz my everyday routine had been the same for the 1st month so i'm going to skip past that. In the 2nd part of my holidays, it had gotten more interesting, at least interesting enough for me to post it here. One of my lecturers gave me a call to tell me that she had nominated me for the post of Vice President in the my school's committee, i was almost totally shocked for like 3 seconds b4 answering her. Then, a few days later, my friend called n asked me if i want to go kbox n asked me to bring a few friends along if i'm going. Well, asked around some potential people n 2 of them turn up. Quite fun but a little bit of weird weird feeling, maybe cuz its the 1st time they met. i think they will get use to it so long as we continue to go out together frequently. Then today i went for a briefing on a camp for freshies to my school. It took a tad longer than i expected when i looked at the handouts they gave me. Quite excite about the camp as we will get to meet our juniors ^^ (hahaha i'm finally a year 2).

deep trouble....

hahaha, here to post again. this time really is dai hen. the exams tmr but i cant seem to be able to do any meaningful studying. all the information that i read come in from the left ear and go out through the right... i think my gpa for this sem will definitely be lower compare to last sem. my only hope now is to score the same for this sem as the last sem. i will be so happy if my gpa dun go down... as its already quite low. most of the people in the class is scoring around 3.5 so if i dun buck up its game over...

Examsssssssss

hohoho! exam is around the corner le... AHHHHHH going to die le la. i havent even started my revision, tsk tsk. hope i can start it this week ba... or i going to fail my exam le... so for this period of time i wun be posting le ba, until the exams are all over. hope i can have gd results then i can go have fun during the holidays hehe ^^

er really nothing to post but...

hihi ppl, thx u to those that got take the time out to read my blog wor xie xie! okie, erm, lets see ah... much has been going on this few days. well, we r making a film production WOW! ( 'm really very excited about it) then, i'm helping out for three days for the OPEN HOUSE !!! then, the exams are coming soon, should have started the revision earlier... tsk tsk. n,n,n,n,n, i was able to talk with some of my classmates today!!! (althought its just a simple hello n good-bye) but, still very happy !!! ^^ lol i think i going bonkers liao... nvm thats all for this post. thx for taking time off to read all this crap =P

day at sch ba?

wow hihi to all that read my blog (although onli a few bother to check... T.T) quite a long time since i last post.
Finally calm myself down n stop thinking about all those relationship thingys (i dun really think i'm cut out for 1 anyway... T.T) looks like its time to start studying if i ever wanted my A's. But on the other hand, i cant seem to talk to my friend after wat i did... (even though i say "haha, be friends also good ah" but i cant talk to her normally now... *sad*) that day i was waiting for my friend to do his business in the toilet when i saw her standing outside the office. Apparently her friends had gone inside to the office to ask the teacher something regarding the assignments n she was waiting for them. i was just sitting down on the floor back facing her. i could have just turn over n said "hi !" or something but... i feel that its not good for me to just say it out so bluntly but i dunno how to bring my point across... i was stuck there thinking until her friends came back n they went away... (i only manage to say good bye to 1 of my sec sch friend who happens to be in the group... *SAD*) so now i feel that i'm really useless n idiotic n stupid n etc etc...