wow hihi to all that read my blog (although onli a few bother to check... T.T) quite a long time since i last post.
Finally calm myself down n stop thinking about all those relationship thingys (i dun really think i'm cut out for 1 anyway... T.T) looks like its time to start studying if i ever wanted my A's. But on the other hand, i cant seem to talk to my friend after wat i did... (even though i say "haha, be friends also good ah" but i cant talk to her normally now... *sad*) that day i was waiting for my friend to do his business in the toilet when i saw her standing outside the office. Apparently her friends had gone inside to the office to ask the teacher something regarding the assignments n she was waiting for them. i was just sitting down on the floor back facing her. i could have just turn over n said "hi !" or something but... i feel that its not good for me to just say it out so bluntly but i dunno how to bring my point across... i was stuck there thinking until her friends came back n they went away... (i only manage to say good bye to 1 of my sec sch friend who happens to be in the group... *SAD*) so now i feel that i'm really useless n idiotic n stupid n etc etc...
