sad n ... *knock head*

lately, i've been feeling very down, u noe the kind of feeling where u like some1 n u dun have the slightest idea of how the other party feels ??? its treachrous... n now my friend had encounter some problems in his bgr too. it really makes me doubt if it will be all right for me to tell the other party... my friends around me had been telling me to gogogo!!! but personally i still feel that i do not know enough to be saying that i "like" the person... perhaps i wun be able to say it out even after these 3 yrs in poly. but we never noe wats going to happen the next sec or the next day. so maybe i will get together with her tmr ^^ !!! joking joking... but i still hope that i can at least say it out... BUT BUT BUT having failed once, its hard for me to say such things again la. n some people noe that i like another gal once but after i got sort of rejected then i like this one wor... lets hope i'm not using her as a float to get out of the sea of misery...