stupid me...

omg!!! i actually said it out... on last sat the 2nd of dec... my fingers lost control n i just type everything i was thinking into the phone, maybe more than wat i was thinking... but nvm all that. the problem is there's no reply. no reply at all till today. still no reply!!!!. i'm going to die from the anxiousness. sadly on monday, one of my friend tried to cover up for me saying that he was the 1 who send it out of fun. after seeking some advice from other friends, they said that it is the worst thing one could ever do, u make the person feel like you are playing with her. after i knew it, i felt like banging my head on the wall. "y dint i stop him..." this phase kept repeating itself in my mind. now there's nothing more i could do. but tmr i'm going to tell her face to face that i'm serious and i would accept any answer from her, even if its a "no", its fine. but i just wan an answer...